Hi Robin and all
I am waiting for my results from the scan on Saturday to see if I have gone from 3c to 4. Results next week. I am pretty scared. But hey, I have told my partner I have hidden reserves. We will find out.
Meanwhile I can make comments about Zoladex and now Prostap, which I have been on for 6 years or so. The fatigue is a real life changer. For me I am human in the morning but after about 3 pm I turn into a kind of zombie. But (i) this is quite regular and it is possible adapt to it (ii) you can take advantage of the insomnia and simply get up early (iii) avoid evening social life (very hard for me because I am a double zombie after 6 pm); I go to bed by 9pm.
And, yes there are a lots of horrible side effects of from the Zoladex mafia : back pain, joint pain, arthritic-like pain, dizziness, severe tinnitus, neuropathy etc etc. The doctors and nurses are wonderful but they never tell you about the side effects. My advice is try to be brave about these side effects and concentrate on managing the FATIGUE, for which there are no pills. If you are depressed, then I am telling you seriously it's NOT YOU its the drug.
And now I may have to take some fancy chemo ON TOP of the Zoladex mafia drug. I may have to change my views about the pain-fatigue balance.
Cheers to all,
Otto