Oh Corrie I feel for you. We only found out in February and I feel so tearful all the time as well. I have three children who are all grown up and we all walk around pretending it’s fine when it clearly isn’t. I’ve understood two important things from reading a lot on this site. The first one is it is very early days for you and I and it’s not knowing what’s coming that is so debilitating and the second one is hope. Don’t give up we are at the beginning we can get through it. X